I Wouldn't Mind Doing Playboy Again. But

You Know, 'peepshow,' In Retrospect That Seems Like A Good Fit For Me, But In The Beginning, I'm Sure You Remember, Nobody Was Sure If The Show Was Going To Last. Everybody Was Like, 'what Are You Doing? You Can't Sing, And You Can't Dance. What Are You Doing In This Show?

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.

But When You Have A Baby Inside You, You're Like 'whoa!' Anything Can Happen Here, I've Got To Give This Baby All The Nutrients It Needs And Really Take Care Of Myself, So This Is Definitely The Healthiest I've Ever Been In My Life.

I Was Always Obsessed With Being Famous. I Had Marilyn Monroe Paper Dolls As A Child, And I Was Always Obsessed With Her. I've Just Been Really Driven In That Direction, And None Of My Friends Were. So, I Don't Know What Put That Bug In Me At A Young Age.

In L.a., I Don't Really Want To Go Out Because Traffic Sucks So Bad. I'm Sorry, I'm Not Going To Spend Five Hours A Day In My Car, So You Have To Choose Where You Live Very Carefully.