And I Had This Big, Long List

And I Tried It And I Felt, I Guess I Must Have Been Pulled In By The Red Light Of Television And Now I've Been On Tv Since 1992.

I Want The Big Drama. I Always Said I Don't Want A Wedding I Want A Parade.

I Realized That In Those Nine Seasons I Started Out At About 225 Pounds And I Felt, You Know, Full Figured Fabulous Woman But In Those Seasons I Gained 75 Pounds Up To Over 300 Pounds All In Front Of The Nation.

One Day I Actually Took The List Into The Bathroom And I Put It Up Against My Face And Looked In The Mirror And I Realized I Had One Of Two Choices, Change The List Or Change Myself.

I Felt Good Full Figured. Morbidly Obese I Was Unhealthy And Dying.