And It [acting] Was Exciting To Me.

Why Am I Beating My Hair Up? Because I Want It To Look Like Something That It Isn't? These Are Questions That I've Been Pondering My Whole Life.

I Don't Have The Luxury Of Not Going To Work When I Don't Feel Up To It. Most People Don't. On Those Days, I Acknowledge I Am Feeling F-cking Crappy, And I'm Not At My Best, And I Still Want To Or Need To Keep Walking Forward. I Have To Do Some Of My Best Work On My Worst Days. I Have To Look Pretty Even When I Don't Feel Pretty. There's A Way To Hold Both Things.

I Sometimes Think To Myself, You're Not Going To Meet A New Friend Of Any Kind At Home In Front Of The Tv With Your Dvr. As Much As It's Great, And There Are So Many Good Shows On Tv, And I Have Great Books That I'm Reading, Get Out And Interact With People.

It Was When I Realized I Needed To Stop Trying To Be Somebody Else And Be Myself, That I Actually Started To Own, Accept And Love What I Had.

My Bathroom Is Filled With Hair And Makeup Stuff And I Play With It All The Time. What The Real Lesson Is, Is That You Can Own Your Own Sense Of Beauty. It Doesn't Have To Be Something You Get From Somewhere Else.