Dear God. Not Only Am I Unemployed

It's Just A Crazy Damned Life, That's All.

I Want Her To Melt Into Me, Like Butter On Toast. I Want To Absorb Her And Walk Around For The Rest Of My Days With Her Encased In My Skin. I Want.

Do You Have Any Idea How Much An Elephant Drinks?

I Roll Onto My Side And Stare Out The Venetian Blinds At The Blue Sky Beyond. After A Few Minutes I'm Lulled Into A Sort Of Peace. The Sky, The Sky--same As It Always Was.

I Have To Convince Myself That This Is Not A Pointless Life, Even The Body Is Telling Me So.