Give Me A Paper And Pen, So

I Don't See Myself Being Special; I Just See Myself Having More Responsibilities Than The Next Man. People Look To Me To Do Things For Them, To Have Answers.

So Much Pressure In This Life Of Mine, I Cry At Times, I Once Contemplated Suicide And Woulda Tried, But When I Held That Nine, All I Could See Was My Mama's Eyes, No One Knows My Struggle, They Only See The Trouble, Not Knowing It's Hard To Carry On When No One Loves You.

Picture Me Inside The Misery Of Poverty, No Man Alive Has Ever Witnessed Struggles Ive Survived, Praying Hard For Better Days Promised To Hold On Me And My Dogs Aint Have A Choice But To Hold On.

But I See Now That Whether I Show Up For Work Or Not, The Evil Forces Are Going To Beat Me. They're Going To Come 100 Percent, So If I Dont Be 100 Percent Pure-hearted, I'm Going To Lose. And Thats Why I'm Losing.

That Girl Can Barely Spell Her Name.