I Always Read The Papers, The Political

I Was Stuck In The Feeling That One Did Not--was Not Justified In Being Alive Unless One Was Fulfilling Other People's Dreams, Whether They Were Contractual Dreams Or The Public's Dreams, Or Fulfilling My Own Dreams And Illusions About What I Thought I Was Supposed To Be, Which, In Retrospect, Turned Out To Not Be What I Am.

At One Time I Was So Much Involved In The Religious Bullshit That I Used To Go Around Calling Myself A Christian Communist, But As Janov Says, Religion Is Legalised Madness.

It Looks Like I'm Going To Be 40 And Life Begins At 40 -​ So They Promise. And I Believe It, Too.

As Someone From The Working Class I Was Always Interested In Russia And China And Everything That Related To The Working Class, Even Though I Was Playing The Capitalist Game.

Well, I Don't Want To Be King, I Want To Be Real.