I Can't Believe That I Get To

Now I'm A Symbol Of What To Be And How Hard To Work. I Have Heads Of Major Labels Say, "i Wish You Could Teach Our Artists How To Do It." At One Point I Was The Punching Bag Of What Not To Be, And Now I'm The Model Of What To Be.

I Need To Recharge Creatively, And Get Off The Clock Of Having To Be Somewhere Just Because, And Having To Keep Juggling All These Things.

Certain Nights, When Everything's Perfect And We Have Thousands Of People Partying Their Asses Off, I Break My Rule And Have A Drink Onstage. I've Never Done A Show Drunk. Well, I Take That Back. In The Early Days I Did.

I'm All Right. I'm Good. There Has Been Better Times, But I'll Be Okay.

I Felt As A Human Being I Needed To Take A Pause And Reflect On A Lot Of Stuff That's Happened. That Was Really Good For Me. And To Get Some Of The Ringing Out Of My Years From All The Amps On Stage.