I Can't. You Can't Rewrite The Past.

How In The World Was I Alone? Because I Wanted To Be. That's All I Can Say. It's All That Makes Sense To Me.

It May Seem That Every Time Someone Offers You A Hand Up, They Just Let Go And You Slip Further Down.

It's Hard To Be Disappointed When What You Expected Turns Out To Be True.

They Were Like Two Magnets Who Couldn't Decide Whether To Attract Or Repel.

Half Of Them Kept Repeating My Name, Trying To Get It Right, While The Other Half Laughed. But They Were Harmless. Fun Drunks Make A Nice Addition To Any Party: Not Looking To Fight. Not Looking To Score. Just Looking To Get Drunk And Laugh. I Remember Those Guys. Like The Mascots Of The Party. "clay! Whatcha Doon Here? Bah-ha-ha-ha!