I Cheat On My Books A Lot,

I Hadn't Been Onstage In A While. The Last Time Was Pre-children. And Before I Went On [at Roseland], My Kids Were Backstage, And I Thought, This Isn't How I Usually Do It. I've Got Kids, And I'm Thinking, This Is Weird. It's Weird Juggling Children On Your Knee While You're In Your Rhinestone Outfit. And I'm Thinking, Okay, I'm Gonna Go Out And Do A Show And I'm Gonna Be Superwoman! But I'm Not Really, `cause I'm A Mom. It's All Very Strange.

The Media Is Something That Affects A Lot Of People, So You're Constantly Trying To Strike A Balance Between Respecting Something And Not Caring About It.

I've Been Inspired By Films Since I Started Dancing, And I'm Married To A Filmmaker, And I Think It Was One Of My Secret Desires, But I Was Afraid To Just Say, 'i Want To Be A Director'. But Then One Day I Said, O.k., Stop Dreaming And Do It. But I Didn't Want To Do It The Hollywood Way, And Talk Through Agents. I Decided It All Had To Be Generated By Me, So I Wrote It.

Truth Is Never Far Behind.

I Can't Even Think Of The Words Of What I'm Feeling. This Man [prince] Was My Everything, We Had A Family. I Am Beyond Deeply Saddened And Devastated.