I'd Love A Drug That Was Good

It's So Natural You Just Fall Into It And You Find Your Way. It's Terrifying And Exciting, And Brilliant.

There's Nothing Worse Than Someone Coming Up To Me And Going Oh God, I Really Love Your Hair.

Somehow, Something Is Always Suffering. Someone Is Always Losing Out Somehow. If You Pick One Kid Up, You're Not Picking The Other One Up. You Just Try To Minimize Those Small Let-downs Because, In A Way, Life Is A Series Of Let-downs From Everyone, All The Time. We Don't Mean It, But It Happens. So, I Just Try To Minimize That And Spread Them Wide.

It's A Very Selfish Time. When I'm Here At Home, My Responsibilities Are Far Greater. I'm Forced To Be Way More Selfless. My Priorities Are So Far Down The List That It's Hard To See Them. And Yet, When I'm On Tour, I Basically Have To Get The Show Right, Every Night, But The Days Are Really Constructed Around Selfish Activities For Self-improvement, Or Not. That's Where I Feel Guilty Because I Know That Life Is Going On Full-speed When I'm Not Around.

Every Time I Try To Disown That Concept For Myself, Which Is A Really Healthy Perspective, They Bring It Back All The Time. It's So Serious And So Real And So Tangible That You Don't Want To Taint It With Anything Other Than The Thing Itself. I Was Tickled Pink With My Very Zen Self, Walking Around Saying That I Made A Record Because I Wanted To Make A Record. That's So Beautiful. It's Like A Haiku Poem. That Takes Away All The Tension And The Expectation. I Just Want To Try To Do Something Interesting.