I Don't Want To Jump Through Hoops

After I Binged Last Night -or Was It Tonight - I Was Convinced Yet Again That There Were People Coming To Get Me. It Was More Than Just Shadows And Voices, More Than Just Fantasies....it Was Real, And I Was Scared To My Core.my Bones Were Shaking...m Heart Was Pounding...i Thought I Was Going To Explode. I'm Glad I Have You To Talk To, To Write This Down. I Tried To Keep It All Together, But Then I Gave In To The Manes And Became One With My Insanity.

Some Cats, Iggy Pop, They're Going To Always Have That Hunger.

I Look Back At Things I Said When I Was Younger - It Was Bulls - T. You Do What You Have To Do To Go Where You Have To Go, But I Look Back And I Don't Believe What That Guy Was Saying.

When I'm Onstage, I Hope It Looks Like What I Want To See - The Lights, The Pyro, The Band.

There Is Something About Spending Christmas Alone, Naked, Sitting By The Christmas Tree Gripping A Shotgun, That Lets You Know Your Life Is Spinning Dangerously Outta Control.