I Feel Like I’m Eighty Years Old.

She's Talking About Herself In The Third Person Because The Idea Of Being Who She Is, Of Acknowledging That She Is Herself, Is More Than Her Pride Can Take.

To Create Something Beautiful About Despair Or Out Of A Feeling Of Despair Is For Me The Most Hopeful Life Affirming Thing A Person Can Do

If You Died It Would Be Like My Bones Had Been Removed. No One Would Know Why, But I Would Collapse.

There Is An Objective Reality In Which My Body And Mind Are One. But I Am Not Here And Never Have Been.

Have You Made Any Plans? Take An Overdose, Slash My Wrists Then Hang Myself. All Those Things Together? It Couldn't Possibly Be Misconstrued As A Cry For Help.