I Have To Come First, Because Then

My Two Grandmothers Both Died Of Cancer, So I Understand How Painful And Difficult This Disease Is On The Entire Family. My First Grandmother Passed Away From Bone Cancer When I Was About 10. It Was Really Horrible. I Remember The Whole Process Like It Was Yesterday.

I Want To Have A Big Family. My Parents Have Been Together For 36 Years, And That Is What I Want. I Am In That Place. It's All Good In That Part Of My Life. It's One Part Of My Life That I'm Learning About Every Day. I've Been Challenged A Lot By It, But It's The Most Rewarding Part.

I Don't Think Anyone Likes To See A Picture Of Themselves In A Tabloid, Besides A Couple People Who I'm Not Going To Mention. I'm Definitely Not One Of Those People.

It Was Like Two Different Photographers, And Shot In Three Different Locations And It Was Really Fun To Do. There Were 12 Beautiful Girls In It. It Was Great.

I Was In The Fashion Shows In Milan; I Was Seventeen, I Was Doing Like 100 Shows. People Were Asking, 'how Does It Feel To Be The Model Of The Moment?' It Was Hard For Me To Answer As Myself. I Barely Spoke English.