I'm Lost, But I'm Hopeful.

The Ego Is A Fascinating Monster.

Canada Has A Passive-aggressive Culture, With A Lot Of Sarcasm And Righteousness. That Went With My Weird Messianic Complex. The Ego Is A Fascinating Monster. I Was Taught From A Young Age That I Had To Serve, So That Turned Into Me Thinking I Had To Save The Planet.

The Whole Idea Of Emotions Being Something We Can't Escape As Humans, But That Deep Suffering That Comes From Resisting Them, We Can Move Out Of That Just By Not Resisting Anymore. But It Takes A Really Brave Warrior Soul To Sit There In These Emotions That Admittedly Don't Feel Good In The Body.

They're Different Kinds Of Challenges Depending Upon What Phase Of Life I'm In.

If I Have Taken Part In Anything Perceived As The Fame Machine, It's Been My Choice. My Motivations Certainly Have Been Different From Some People's That I've Worked With. But It's Okay To Work Equally Passionately For Two Different Reasons.