I Really Don't Think Anything I Do

I Lie In An Early Bed Thinking Late Thoughts, Waiting For The Black To Replace My Blue. I Do Not Struggle In Your Web Because It Was My Aim To Get Caught. But Daddy Long Legs I Feel That I'm Finally Growing Weary Of Waiting To Be Consumed By You.

I Let The Beast In Too Soon I Don't Know How To Live Without His Hand On My Throat. I Fight Him Always And Still. Oh, Darling It's So Sweet. You Think You Know How Crazy, How Crazy I Am.

Five Years From Now I'm Probably Going To Look Back On The Things I'm Doing And Cringe.

I'm Not A Functional Person Because I Don't Go On Lunch Dates With Friends. I Hear About People Having Dinner Parties But I Never Do That. I'm Not Really Human.

I Still Don't Know How To Drive. I Don't Go Anywhere, Really. My Brother Drives Me. I Walk Around My Neighborhood But I Don't Go Anywhere, Nor Do I Want To.