I Strain To Hear, But My Old

After Sixty-one Years Together, She Simply Clutched My Hand And Exhaled.

Being The Survivor Stinks.

Even As Your Body Betrays You, Your Mind Denies It.

I Have To Convince Myself That This Is Not A Pointless Life, Even The Body Is Telling Me So.

When You Are Five, You Know Your Age Down To The Month. Even In Your Twenties, You Know How Old You Are. I'm Twenty-three You Say, Or Maybe Twenty-seven. But Then In Your Thirties, Something Strange Starts To Happen. It Is A Mere Hiccup At First, An Instant Of Hesitation. How Old Are You? Oh, I'm--you Start Confidently, But Then You Stop. You Were Going To Say Thirty-three, But You Are Not. You're Thirty-five. And Then You're Bothered, Because You Wonder If This Is The Beginning Of The End. It Is, Of Course, But It's Decades Before You Admit It.