I Thought I Knew What Fear Was,

For Most Of My Life I Had Operated Under A Simple Schematic Of Winning And Losing, But Cancer Was Teaching Me A Tolerance For Ambiguities.

I Got The Three Things I Wanted. I Did My Job, I Worked Hard In The Process, And I Cherish The Memories, And They're Mine.

I'm Sorry You Don't Believe In Miracles.

My Ruthless Desire To Win At All Costs Served Me Well On The Bike But The Level It Went To, For Whatever Reason, Is A Flaw. That Desire, That Attitude, That Arrogance.

The Idea That Anybody Was Forced, Or Pressured, Or Encouraged, Is Not True.