I Used Drugs As A Social Activity;

My Mother's Suicide Attempts Were A Way To Release Anxiety And Get Attention. Some Of The Attempts Were Drug Reactions She Didn't Even Remember Later On.

I Understand Wanting To Do Your Craft. I Understand Wanting To Have A Passion For Your Art And For Your Ability To Be An Actor, To Be A Singer, To Be A Dancer - That I Understand. Wanting To Be Famous - I Don't Get That. But That's Where We're Living Right Now.

Sinatra Was Just One Of Mom's Friends.

I Have Spent Much Of My Adult Life Flinching With Pain As I Tried To Pull Out The Threads That Bound The Shadows Of My Past To Me.

My Mother Should Have Been Jewish. She Could Have Taught A Class On How To Induce Guilt.