I've Been Reckless, But I'm Not A

To Be In Any Way A Positive Contribution, That's All Anybody Wants To Be. It's All I've Ever Wanted To Be. I Wanted To Be An Artist, Be A Mother. You Want To Feel That In Your Life You've Been Of Use, In Whatever Way That Comes Out.

Anytime I Feel Lost, I Pull Out A Map And Stare. I Stare Until I Have Reminded Myself That Life Is A Giant Adventure, So Much To Do, To See.

I Make It A Point Not To Buy Certain Magazines, Not Because I Am Against Tabloids Or Things Like That, But I Want To Fill My Mind With Valid Issues In The World.

I Suppose I'm Very Aware Of Time And Of Memories And Of Enjoying Life... Not Just Doing The Right Thing And Being A Useful Person, Which I Certainly Wanna Be And Believe That I Am. I Hold Onto My Family Really Tight And Try To Be As Good A Woman As I Can Be In My Life.

To Actually Feel Like You've Done Something Good With Your Life And You're Useful To Others Is What I Was Always Wanting, And Was Always Looking For.