I Want To Go On Living Even

I Have Often Been Downcast, But Never In Despair; I Regard Our Hiding As A Dangerous Adventure, Romantic And Interesting At The Same Time. In My Diary I Treat All The Privations As Amusing. I Have Made Up My Mind Now To Lead A Different Life From Other Girls And, Later On, Different From Ordinary Housewives. My Start Has Been So Very Full Of Interest, And That Is The Sole Reason Why I Have To Laugh At The Humorous Side Of The Most Dangerous Moments.

Leave Me In Peace, Let Me Sleep One Night At Least Without My Pillow Being Wet With Tears, My Eyes Burning And My Head Throbbing

But Feelings Can't Be Ignored, No Matter How Unjust Or Ungrateful They Seem.

I Have Always Been The Dunce, The Never-do-well Of The Family, I've Always Have To Pay Double For My Deeds, First With The Scolding And Then Again Because Of The Way My Feelings Are Hurt.

I Can Recapture Everything When I Write, My Thoughts, My Ideals And My Fantasies.