I Want You To Stay. I Never

There's So Much Guilt There Attached To Having A Perfectly Good Life.

At Least You Know Where You Are With Blood. At Least Other People Can See It.

It Took A Long Time, But My Heart Now Feels Full When I Think Of Him. When You Fall In Love Again—which I Have—it's Funny The Other Things That Come Back In With That Open-ness. You Have This Ghost Chorus Of The Lovers Who Came Before, But They're Benign Now, They're Good Spirits.

I Still Believe That You Truly Find Yourself Not In Travel, But In Other Human Souls.

Now That He's Gone, I Feel Like I'm A Senior Citizen Who Gave Away Her Life Savings Over The Phone. And This Is The Crux: I Never In My Life Believed In Someone As Much As I Believed In Him. The Shame Is Overwhelming.