I Wanted To Become A Model And

Nobody Has Ever Respected Me And Done Things For Me And Loved Me. So When Howard (former Husband J. Howard Marshall Ii) Came Along, It Was A Blessing. He Is The Only Person In My Life Who Does Not Care About What Other People Say About Me. He Truly Loves Me And I Love Him For It.

Living In A Small Town, I Knew Everybody And Everybody Knew Me.

I Don't Have A Boyfriend Right Now. I'm Looking For Anyone With A Job That I Don't Have To Support.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)

Marrying Into Money Was Not A Good Thing For Me.