If I Respect Myself And Believe In

I Got A Lot Of Problems, But I'm Really Good At Intuiting What I Need To Do To Be Happy With Whatever I Create. I Know When To Stop Myself, I Know When To Start, I Know When To Leave Something Alone. I Guess I Just Kind Of Indulge That Completely, And So I Just Take My Time.

At My Lowest Moments, I Think Of People Who Come To Shows. I Still Get Very Sad And Sometimes I Feel Like I Have No Friends, But When That Happens Now, I'll Think Of People Whose Names Or Faces I Don't Know - They're My Friends And They Love Me. I've Got Them. It Really Does Save Me. I Still Feel Awkward, But That's The One Thing I Can Grab Onto At My Lowest Points.

What's Really Good Is African Drum Music.

I'd Say That I've Been Reclusive The Last 34 Years. That Was My Big Thing As A Kid, Staying Home From School. I've Trained Myself To Be Psychosomatically Sick A Lot. Anytime I Go Out, It Is Just Something To Deal With, Even Walking To The Grocery Store. If I'm Supposed To Go From One Place To Another Place That Isn't That Comfortable, I Usually Don't Go.

I'm Such An Incredibly, Stupidly Sensitive Person That Everything That Happens To Me, I Experience It Really Intensely. I Feel Everything Very Deeply. And When You Feel Things Deeply And You Think About Things A Lot And You Think About How You Feel, You Learn A Lot About Yourself. And When You Know Yourself, You Know Life.