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I Feel Most Miserable When I Can't Step "step Up To The Plate" You Know? People Often Say Regret From Doing It Is Better Than Regret For Not Doing It

I Can't Write A Lie; The World Of Imagination Is No Good. I Objectively Capture My Own Experiences And Those Of My Friends. I Want To Put True Feelings Into Words. If I Make A Song When I'm Sad, It's A Dark One, But I Think That's Good. No Matter When I Want To Be True To Myself.

I Do What I Love To Do At The Moment. If I Wake Up Tomorrow And Decide I Want To Dance, That's What I'd Do. Or Design Clothes. I Think I'd Throw Myself Into Whatever I'm Doing Now. It's Not About Abandoning What I Was Doing Before, Or Giving Up. It's About Knowing That If I Die Tomorrow, I Lived The Way I Wanted To.

It's Hard To Decide How To Match Words To Music. It's Not Like It's Twice The Work. It's Always Difficult For Me To Explain To The Composer What I'm Looking For. I'm Not A Professional; I Lack Even Basic Knowledge About Writing Music

Even In My Age Now, I'm The Same As Before And Just As Fearful I Only Learn How To Pretend To Be Strong