It's Calm Under The Waves In The

I Don't Know If Anybody Wants To Mix Their Politics With Their Entertainment.

It's Calm Under The Waves In The Blue Of My Oblivion.

I Might Sound Crazy About This But, Years Ago, My Mom Told Me: "we Almost Died When You Were Born. Both Of Us." I Was A Caesarean Baby, And The Doctor Who Delivered Me Later Told Me, "i Opened Your Mother Up, And You Were Right There. It Freaked Me Out Because Everything Was Broken And Out-there." I've Thought About It A Lot - Could This Have Something To Do With The Fact That I'm Only Happy When I'm At Home And Alone? Maybe I Was Just Freaking Out For Two Weeks Before I Was Born, Feeling Really Insecure.

At My Lowest Moments, I Think Of People Who Come To Shows. I Still Get Very Sad And Sometimes I Feel Like I Have No Friends, But When That Happens Now, I'll Think Of People Whose Names Or Faces I Don't Know - They're My Friends And They Love Me. I've Got Them. It Really Does Save Me. I Still Feel Awkward, But That's The One Thing I Can Grab Onto At My Lowest Points.

I Think I'm Better At Live Shows Than I Used To Be Because I'm Way More Comfortable With The Uncomfortable Pauses Between Songs.