My Goal Is To Have That Be

I Was Inspired By, When I Was In College, Seeing Some Incredible Speakers Come To My School: Michael Eric Dyson, Spike Lee, Nikki Giovanni, And Other Poets And Writers. I Always Loved That Experience: Going And Sitting In An Auditorium And Listening To Their Opinions.

You Can't Take Yourself Too Seriously. Like, Yeah, I'm Doin' All That, But Still I Don't Feel Like I've Done Anything, Really. I Feel Blessed 'cause I'm Doin' All These Things, But I'm Not Satisfied. I Still Have That Feeling Like, "who Am I? Who Am I To Have An Ego? Who Am I To Change Up And Act Like Some Hollywood Character?" Technically, In The Grand Scheme Of Things, I Haven't Done Anything.

I'm A Super-duper Over-analyzer. You Mix That With Self-doubt And Pressure, And That's Never Healthy.

I Actually Started Off Majoring In Computer Science, But I Knew Right Away I Wasn't Going To Stay With It. It Was Because I Had This One Professor Who Was The Loneliest, Saddest Man I've Ever Known. He Was A Programmer, And I Knew That I Didn't Want To Do Whatever He Did.

As Much As It Might Look Like, To Someone Else, That I'm Successful, I Never Feel Like I'm Anywhere. The Further I Go, I Still Feel Equally Further From My Eventual Goal. Because As I Grow, I Get More Goals. I'm Never Content.