One Doesn't Remain A Teenager Forever.

I'm Far From Perfect. I'm Still Learning. I Overworked Myself, And I Paid The Price. I Consider The Breakdown A Breakthrough. I Needed To Hit Rock Bottom. I Needed To Understand The Cost Of Pushing So Hard; Fighting So Hard Against The System.

I Do Not Think I Reinvent Myself. Wearing My Hair Differently Or Changing My Style Of Dress Is Playing Dress-up. I Don't Take It Too Seriously.

I Am Thinking Of You In My Sleepless Solitude Tonight.

Especially Since I Stared Studying Acting, I Feel Like I'm Always Super-aware Of My Emotions And My Feelings And What's Going On With Me At Every Moment.

You Talk To People And They Seem Really Nice And Then You Read What They Write And It's Very Disillusioning. You Have To Deal With How People Let You Down In Terms Of That. Because I Think I'm Basically A Nice Person And I Think I'm A Real Person, And A Lot Of People Aren't.