The Idea I'd Been Toying With Fully

Gideon Was A Force Of Nature, His Magnetic Self-possession So Powerful It Put Everyone Around Him In His Shadow. I Saw Flashes Of It Every Day And Was Awed By It, But Not Nearly As Much As I Was By The Charming, Wryly Amusing Lover I Had Entirely To Myself In Our Private Moments Together.

Gideon Was An Untamed Animal Behind Closed Doors, A Lover Who Bared Me To The Soul Every Time He Made Love To Me.

Contentment And Happiness Didn't Exist In My Life For More Than A Few Moments At A Time, And They Were Really Only Illusionary. There Was Always Something Hidden. Lying In Wait To Spring Up And Ruin Everything.

I Can’t Think. I Can’t Work Or Sleep. My Body Aches For You. I Can Make You Want Me Again. Let Me Try.

He Reached For My Hand, Lifted It To His Lips, And Kissed My Fingertips. "i Love You.