To Actually Be Allowed To Be Beautiful

I Don't Consider Myself A Goody-goody, But I Like To Be Perceived As Classy.

I Think That There Are Many Different Ways Of Getting And Staying Sober. Like Religion, I Just Don't Think That One Way Is The Only Way.

I Literally Felt Like A Freak, Which Is Another Aspect Of The Role Of Sally That I Relate To: Total Outsider.

I Think It Became Blurry Because I Grew Up In A Very Private Family. I Mixed Privacy And Secrecy Up Somewhere Along The Line. Everything Became A Secret, And I Thought That Was How You Should Live. Lying About Everything. The Mask I Put On As A Kid To Survive Was The Funny Lady. Then The Funny Person All Of A Sudden Became Harder To Do Without Substances. Substances Let Me Keep The Mask On Longer. Until It Doesn't Work Anymore And You're Just A Mess.

I Was Voted Biggest Ham And Likeliest To Become A Celebrity.