When I Know Too Much I Get

After I Binged Last Night -or Was It Tonight - I Was Convinced Yet Again That There Were People Coming To Get Me. It Was More Than Just Shadows And Voices, More Than Just Fantasies....it Was Real, And I Was Scared To My Core.my Bones Were Shaking...m Heart Was Pounding...i Thought I Was Going To Explode. I'm Glad I Have You To Talk To, To Write This Down. I Tried To Keep It All Together, But Then I Gave In To The Manes And Became One With My Insanity.

We Get Paid In Flesh. Our Audiences Are Sluts And Whores, Each And Every One.

I Am The Outcast Come Home To Roost And The Eggs Of Tomorrow Are Incubating In My Fame. You Hate Me, You Love Me, You Made Me, And Now I Am In You. I Am Like That Disease Brewing In Your Loins And I Think You Like It.

I Don't Like To Write Music By Myself Anymore. It's Boring. I Want The Jamming, The Push And Pull, And The Excitement That Comes With It.

People Say I Have A Distorted Lens. I Think I See Things As They Really Are.