You've Only Got So Long To Live.

God, How I Ricochet Between Certainties And Doubts.

But They Know. They All Know. And What Am I Against So Many…?

What Horrifies Me Most Is The Idea Of Being Useless: Well-educated, Brilliantly Promising, And Fading Out Into An Indifferent Middle Age.

Love Is A Shadow. How You Lie And Cry After It

I Feel Self-repressed Again. The Old Fall Disease. Where Is My Willpower? The Idea Of A Life Gets In The Way Of My Life...i Dream Too Much, Work Too Little.