A Rock Star Never Gets Old!

...for The First Time In My Life, A Voice Went Off In My Head:'you Have No Power Over What Happens In Your Life. Drugs Dictate Exactly What You're Going To Do. You've Taken Your Hands Off The Steering Wheel, And You're Going Wherever The Drug World Takes You.' That Had Never Changed. The Feeling Would Well Up Inside Of Me, And No Matter How Much I Loved My Girl Or My Band Or My Friends Or My Family, When That Siren Song 'go Get High Now' Started Playing In My Head, I Was Off.

When You Start Putting Pen To Paper, You See A Side Of Your Personal Truth That Doesn't Otherwise Reveal Itself In Conversation Or Thought.

Now I Can Look Back And Say I Actually Like The Upbringing I Had And My Father Was Very Attentive And A Great Educator.

The Fact That I Was A Junkie For A Long Time Is Only One Slice Of My Own Personal Pie, Which Is Made Up Of A Lot Of Different Slices.

Desecration Is The Smile On My Face.