I Fear The Future I Wish For

On The One Hand, The Idea Of Marriage And The Sort Of Traditional Family Life Repulses Me. But On The Other Hand, I Long For It, You Know What I Mean? I'm Constantly In Conflict With Things. And It Is Because Of My Past And My Upbringing And The Journey That I've Been On.

Cosmic Systems Intertwine, Astral Bodies Drip Like Wine, All Of Nature Ebbs And Flows. Comets Shoot Across The Sky, Can't Explain The Reasons Why, This Is How Creation Goes.

Things Were A Lot Simpler In Detroit. I Didn't Care About Anything But Boyfriends.

Gay Men Are Perfect Men For Girls Who Are Tough. They're Not Threatened By Strong Women, And They're Usually Very In Touch With Their Feelings And Pay Attention To Details. I've Always Had An Affinity With Gay Men.

I Just Like The Idea Of Pills. I Like To Collect Them But Not Actually Take Them. When I Fell Off My Horse, I Got Tons Of Stuff: Demerol And Vicodin And Xanax And Valium And Oxycontin, Which Is Supposed To Be Like Heroin. And I'm Quite Scared To Take Them. I'm A Control Freak.