I Just Know I'm Going To Be

I Have Been Alone Since My Husband Died. I Stay In My Home. I Don't Date. It's Hard To Date When You're At Home. Nobody Knows You.

I Couldn't Make Ends Meet. I Tried Red Lobster. I Tried Wal-mart. I Tried All These Places And I Couldn't Make It. I Couldn't. So, I Tried This Gentlemen's Club, And, You Know, I Worked There, And It Was Just Awful In Those Places. It Was Terrible.

For Some Reason, People Think I Am This Terrible Person And It Really Hurts Me To Hear That. I Am Just Doing The Best I Know How To.

I Did Playboy. There Was An Ad In The Paper For Playmates. Playboy Called Me And Flew Me To Los Angeles, And I Was On The March Cover Of 1992.

I Wanted To Become A Model And An Actress.