I Want To Be The New Marilyn

I Wanted To Become A Model And An Actress.

I Never Thought To Ever Ask For Money. I Was So Stupid.

Nobody Has Ever Respected Me And Done Things For Me And Loved Me. So When Howard (former Husband J. Howard Marshall Ii) Came Along, It Was A Blessing. He Is The Only Person In My Life Who Does Not Care About What Other People Say About Me. He Truly Loves Me And I Love Him For It.

I Was 23, And He Was 86. I Saw A Very Sick Man. I Just Wanted To Just Talk With Him. There Was No Physical Attraction At All. He Was Very Much Attracted To Me.

I Don't Understand Why God Took Him And Didn't Take Me.