If You Write (or Paint Or Dance

I Want To Write About Spiders. To Me, This Is The One Theme That Cuts Right Across And Scares Just About Everybody. Spiders, To Me, Are Just About The Most Horrible, Awful Things That I Can Think About. I Think Everyone Is Afraid Of Spiders.

To The Devil With False Modesty.

I Wasn't A Social Drinker. I Used To Say That I Didn't Want To Go To Bars Because They Were Full Of Assholes Like Me.

He Had Been (thinking? Praying?) It Was All The Same Thing.

It's Only A Little Secret, But Having A Secret Makes Me Feel Better. Like A Human Being Again.