It Sounds So Trite, But My Private

I Knew I Wasn't Attractive, And I Was Very Happy About That. I Didn't Want To Be Attractive. I Didn't Want To Attract. As Long As No One Wanted To Be Let In, I Didn't Have To Shut Anyone Out.

Women In The Postfeminist Era, While Supposedly Strong And Commanding And Equal To Men In Every Sense, Looked Weaker And Smaller Than Ever Before.

It Sounds So Trite, But My Private Life Is Mine.

You Live With The Fear People Might Find Out. Then You Actually Have The Courage To Tell People And They Go, I Don't Think You Are Gay. It's Enough To Drive You Crazy.

I Wondered If That's What Aging Felt Like. That Desire And Reality Were Dueling Until The Day You Die, That Nobody Every Got To A Place Of Peace. I Had Always Wanted To Get Old So I Didn't Have To Care Anymore, But I Began To Think That It Would Be Best Just To Skip The Getting Older Part And Just Die.