It's Obvious That My Brain Isn't What

You Find Out In Life That People Really Like You Funny. So What Do You Give 'em? Humor. And Then If You Show Them The Other Side, They Don't Like You As Much. I Find, Too, That I Can Hide Behind The Idiot's Mask Being Funny, And You Never See The Sorrow Or The Pain.

I Just See Too Many People Retire And Say, 'i'm Going To Take Off, Travel, Spend Time With My Family' And They Are Just Miserable. They End Up Dying. People Who Work And Stay Active, And Like What They Are Doing, Live Longer.

I Got A Family I Got To Answer To. I Got Kids My Older Parents And My Preachers And Everybody.

I Could Not Bounce Back From My Divorce - Emotionally - I Just Could Not Bounce Back. With Any Bad Situations I’d Experienced Before - A Bad Game Or My Two Previous Divorces - I Got Over Them. This Time I Just Could Not Get Out Of The Hole. The Anxiety Attacks Were Frequent And Extensive. I Had Weight Loss, Which I’d Never Had Before. I Couldn’t Stop Crying. And If I Wasn’t Crying, I Was Angry, Bitter, Hateful And Mean-spirited. I Couldn’t Sleep - Couldn’t Concentrate. It Just Got Crazy.

Pain Is One Of Life's Great Lessons. You Need To Know How You'll React To The Negatives In Your Life. Only Then Will You Learn From The Pain, And The Next Time It Happens, You Can Speed Up Your Healing Process.